From that time on, I began seeking whether or not that was a call for me. Now, exactly 2 years later, I have my own classroom into which a team (who is on the very same trip I was on in 09) came in last month and shared with my students. One of the girls on that team asked me how I got here, and as I shared my story we were amazed at how similar our stories are. She is asking for direction about possibly returning here as a teacher.
I think so often we don’t realize what kind of awesome plans are waiting if we’ll take that first step of obedience! It is so very easy for us to have a self-focus. I know that because I am the world’s worst. But we are made for so much more than warming a pew, collecting mountains of stuff, eating until we feel sick, and then realizing that no matter what we do we are still just enduring life. I don’t know about you, but I want abundant life. I want joy. I want passion for the things that matter. I want to be emptied of my ugly self and filled by the Sp! I am seeking these things for my life. I want to encourage you that if you’ve never truly asked him what it is He has for you to do, then now is the time.
So many people say they aren’t called to “go” when in reality we all are. I’m not about to say that every C is meant to move overseas. But I am absolutely saying that every C should ask, “Where do you want me to go?”, and then obey. It may very well be that what He has for you is right where you are. But we should never just assume that is the case when we have never asked! It is just as possible that He's calling us to leave what we know and love.
The question is, will we do it? For every excuse we have about why we can't do this or go there, He has the grace, the provision, and the plans to blow them out of the water. Whatever He tells you to do, whether at home or far away, He will provide for and He will equip you for. He delights in using the weak and foolish things so that others will know without a doubt that it’s Him and not us! In the midst of my planning to come here I was having a time of serious doubt about the practical aspects of what I was about to do, and He impressed on my heart so clearly this question, “Can you trust me too much?”





